depression

A Title Eludes Me

A Title Eludes Me

Well it’s the first day of December. Where are my 50,000 words for NaNoWriMo? Nowhere. Okay, so I did 19,927 words before fear and gloom won out. Again. I feel like a football player who’s had 10 players pile on top of him after the tackle. Someone please throw a flag! And get that darn…

Alice in Wonderland

Alice in Wonderland

Throughout most of the Spring and Summer we didn’t get any rain and now it’s like it won’t stop. Our pool is almost overflowing. But no weather fazes Java. It looks like she’s doing some sort of celebratory rumba. I wish I could be more like Java. I’ve been told by more than one person…

Stir Me Up, Let Me Loose

Stir Me Up, Let Me Loose

It’s time for my second installment of my Lift-my-spirits and Feel-good List. So, another thing I use to get out of the dumps is music. Music fills me up in a way nothing else can. Once it’s poured inside me, it has to come out in loud, emotional singing; or in wild, sensual, motion; or…

Just Over the Hill

Just Over the Hill

So many memories put away. Need to go through them. No, not today. My Mom’s china, My son’s artwork and toys, Just start sorting through it, One of life’s little joys. Pieces that remind me where I’ve been. Memories of things  I thought I’d never go through again. I take another look At the piles…